I finally did it.
told texted him that I liked him. Even though I know telling him in person would have been better than texting him. If I could, I would have told him face to face. Sadly, I don’t have that option. But he’s the first guy that I’ve ever told, that I like him. Though, I did also tell him that he doesn’t have to tell me how he feels.
Because, if he does, my feelings for him might go away. I didn’t tell him that though. I just told him that I liked him, and it was that simple. That I wanted, no needed to get that off my chest. To be able to tell him that I like him took so much weight off my shoulders. I just want to keep it simple, just liking him.
Though if he were to ask me why I liked him, I wouldn’t be able to respond. It’s not because I don’t have answers, it’s because I don’t want to look too deep into the reasons why. I just simply like him because. No strings attached, just a simple liking
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I don’t want to sound like one of “those” people, but I really cant handle the cold. I’m a true floridian, my body’s not made for below 65 degrees. I know there are other states that are colder, and I seem like a whiny person. But, it’s too cold for me. I’d gladly take my hot florida weather any day versus the cold ones.
"why dont you just give him a chance"
idk because im not physically or mentally attracted to him and ‘but he likes you’ or ‘but hes really nice’ isnt going to change the fact that im not interested
Im sorry, just because you ask me out on a “date,” doesn’t mean I’m going to accept it. I don’t go on date with random guys who know nothing about me, except my name.
which is messier my life or my hair
As much as I want for us to be friends, I know that’ll never happen. I don’t want us to be whatever the fuck we are right now because it’s annoying as hell. Fuck for all I know we’re nothing but strangers who call each other “friends” for the hell of it. Because right now we’re “just,” whateverthefuck we are.
"Ignore this, if you want, but I just wanted to let you know that I can’t let myself like you. There’s no point for me to tell you how I feel and ramble on about things you wouldn’t care about. But, just know I still care for you and I’m always here, if you need someone."
Oh, how I want to send you something like this. But truth is, once I do send it to you, it means I’ve finally let go of all my feelings for you. Maybe it’s time. Time to finally let go of you, and move onto someone else. Someone who, when I like him, I’ll have realized it before it was too late.